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As I see you walk away, I struggle myself not to cry but my heart is excruciating in pain.

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It's unusual

This feelings
I have for you
After we met
I tend to count days
When will we meet again
I tend to text you all the time
Because I miss you
And every night
Listening to your voice
Before I sleep
It made me smile
Just to let you know
I think of you
every moment :)

12:27 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

My one and only

When the whole world walked out you walked in
You filled in the emptiness I felt inside
You illumined my darkest day

When I was about to fall you held me tightly
You pulled me closer and whisper the three meaningful words
And I fell asleep in your arms

When I feel like giving up
You told me not to
Because it's not worth it

Now that I collected all my strength
Just to proof you that I woke up from the devastating dream
And am ready for another day of living

p/s : iheartyou :)


7:05 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

Why?

Life's hard.I'm right.I know I'm right.No matter how hard I tried, success is not on my side.Every time.Knowing the fact.. It just hurts so much.I'm tired.I'm so tired.Can I stop hoping? Can I stop trying? Can I stop being nice to everyone? Can I ?


I'm not being ungrateful or anything, I just want to let you know that I've stopped believing myself.I'm hopeless.I'm helpless.It's so painful.

8:31 PM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

No one knows

how much it hurts me
and no one listens the alarm inside my heart
fullstop.

5:51 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

The sky is blue today but is filled with our love

I had fun today.I hope you felt the same way.I tried my best not to cry because I missed u so much.I really do.And I'm glad that as you walked my way, I saw your smile-stained face.It made my heart sank.But I didn't cry.Until now, eventhough I'm not wrapped in your arms I still have the feeling that you're next to me.Realizing the fact that you will accompany me until I'm done made me feel alive again.Thanks.


p/s ; I'm sorry for everything.

5:02 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

Listen to my heart...

I love you..
You know I really do
You said that I can walk on this cruel world alone
But I just can't imagine my life without you
The time is running so fast
And I'm feeling queasy
Because I know, it's time that I have to let you go
Again
I'm sorry,love


4:49 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

Gleaming like a star

If I have the chance
I'd take everything in the galaxy
And give them to you
Just say the word and I have no other wish
It hurts me so much when you're not by my side
Every time I smell the fragrance of your absence
I feel a deep hole in my heart
But as my heart drew closer to you
The world became beautiful again
Maybe the sunshine in my heart only shines on you
And I shall count the days
Where we will be sitting at the beach
Watching the sunset
With a pleasant anticipation in our hearts
Hoping that day will never come to its end

For you, my dear :)

11:30 PM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

Dont you even think about it,he's the only person that gets me through the day.

I sighed and sat back down
And the pictures of you and me started to play like a film
Starting from the first day I saw you
My heart whispered "Qilli,he's the one."
It made me smile
The next thing I know, I saw myself jumping high
Higher than the birds in the bright blue sky
Day by day, my feelings got deeper
And it was just plain hard to erase your name
Which I carved in my heart
I guess it was meant to be there
Things started to be complicated
I was petrified that I will lose you
But the moment you said you loved me too
Made me believe that you're mine

This one's for you :)











7:35 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

mobile phone credit

kenapa habis?
macam mana saya nak berborak dengan cikgu kesayangan saya?
kesian saya.
malam ini saya akan tidur hanya diiringi lullaby sahaja :(

5:21 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

miss u guys :(



4:52 AM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

I gave him my best smile

And the story begins. Here it goes;

As usual,you had had the last words and left me feeling deeply touched.
I'm flying in the clouds.Not easy to remain cool.
It's just that your effortless good looks and irresistible smile had been on my mind.
And the lullaby keeps on playing in my head.
I am hopelessly enchanted by your words and actions.
At one point, I know that you stole my heart.
I never expect that I'll be completely in love with you,devoting myself to the praise of life.An essential prerequisite of any new voice is that I am in love with you.
Abruptly,I found myself say softly " I love you too,I always have..And always will "

My heart felt strangely empty by your absence.And can you pretty please explain why is that? :)

10:48 PM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain

a day to remember

I wish I could turn back time to when I'm in your arms.
You made me feel warm when I'm cold.
You made me smile when I'm sorrow.
You made my heart beat so fast and slow at the same time.
That's what I've always told you.
Can't forget the moment your eyes met mine.
I was so nervous that I tripped(malunya).
But you held my hands.
You brighten up my days. It will always be you my dear.
And when we walk in the rain you pulled me closer just to make sure that I'm safe.
As time passes by, it is time for us to bid goodbye.
I don't want to let go.no.
But there's nothing that I can do.
Somehow,my day ended with a sunrise.
Because you sent me home with your smile neatly folded in my pockets :)




9:02 PM  //  Instinctively, I turned away and cried in the rain


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